I haven't posted anything in a really long time!!! God, I think it's just because I haven't felt inspired or whatever lately. But... I've been in a really good mood lately. Despite the fact one of my friends is spending a year in Japan and me being super confused about like everything, life's pretty good. I'm just loving life right now, so maybe I'll actually write something happy!
It's doubtful though... I'm actually working on a piece right now and it's kinda depressing already and I'm not even close to being done. I mean, I tried to make it kind of happy, but I got all these ideas and I ended up making the main character have a crappy life. I already have an idea for the ending and it's really depressing... Maybe I'll do something about that and give it a semi-happyish ending. That's probably about the best I'll be able to do from where I've gone.
Well, I'm working on it! And I kind of wondered why everything I write is so sad but I'm one of the happiest people on this planet! I swear, these past few months, almost every day I felt like nothing could bring me down. Even when I snowed and I was freezing, I was still freaking happy! And every good little thing made me so happy!
Even most of my gpa dropping to a 3.5 didn't make me as sad I would normally be! Usually, I would be freaking out and sobbing, but this time I just cried a little then pulled myself together and started studying.
That's it! I've just been too happy to believe! And I love it! Happiness is the best feeling! <3
Listening to: Crazy Moon by Arashi <3